life sometimes has it ups n down -just when you think you are going to do o.k.

No matter what I have gone through in life. I have always done things without help .I have however learned that I need help with sequencing and numbers ,banking and step by step instruction I can only track two things at once and some call it multi tasking I call it a headache!most multitasking done is not absorbed and remembered and most people who do multi-task usually have less then perfect assignments and seem to "throw "things together. plus if you are a person who multi tasks when someone is talking to you that is considered" rude" I multi task all the time even though I don't call it that .As a writer and musician I have timing ,words and notes to put all together at once; for me it's easy ,yet I can't be on the phone and write down a phone # unless I hear it repeated at least 4 times .I struggle with memory deficit(short term)yet I can sing you a song live on stage just from somewhere deep inside .I Try to record everything because if I don't I'll forget what I sang about .I study songs by reading them over 20-30 times to memory this takes 4 days with no distractions an hour at a time .when I'm on stage it as though A switch is turned on and 40 minutes later I'm done maybe 12 to 15 songs yet if you asked what songs I just sang I would remember maybe one! Words and music are sounds to me, if you have read my story (click, Don's story)you will come understand my dream and understand me greatly: as a differently -abled musician who has achieved goals and is continuing to accomplish even more I just need helping finding my way to the top of this mountain!